Because I Hate Accusations...especially the wrongly made ones

I hate being accused.

But I hate being accused wrongly more!

So much for familial loyalty.

And all because of that bloody bitch Myrna.

Seriously, she has no sense of tact whatsoever. Mum gave me that "bad attitude" sermon again. How I would have loved to ask her to tell me who others have complained of me shouting at them.

Because I rarely shout at other people. It's just not my thing.

But with Myrna...

Ooooh, if I can just find the perfect murder.

But as always it's MY fault and not hers because she's less intelligent and I have to make the effort to get along with her.

God, I'm so sick of trying to make the effort. I try to be nice but then she doesn't listen to me. Sure I order her around but then she doesn't mention that whenever I make her bring me something I ALWAYS, UNFAILINGLY SAY THANK YOU.

Why?

Because I do try to be polite. I try very much to be polite that people think I'm nice.

Oh but no, Mum just has to be there when I've had enough. When I'm up to my limit.

I mean ALWAYS.

It's not fair and it's not in my favor...so yes, I dare to complain.

And now I've been accused of stealing because Mum can't find her money.

Myrna had the gall to accuse me.

And because I have this propensity of not saying totally bad things about people I didn't tell Mum about all the other things I wish I could tell her.

Like say, how my own money was missing in the cardboard box that I placed in my closet. My cosplay fund.

I placed it there so I could budget but when I opened the case the money was gone and in its place?

My old sando.

Yes, of course, I asked Myrna and her condescending tone she said she didn't see it. That it was empty!

This is why I hate her.

I wish Mum didn't take her back. I wish our old maids were here.

They were so much better. And they weren't infuriating.

Of course Mum did explain why she was suspecting me. But still if I told her everything I knew about Myrna, I bet she wouldn't think twice about suspecting Myrna, like I do.

Because I do suspect Myrna for stealing.

I mean it's ingrained in me because she stole my hairbrush before and by Mum's own reasoning, if she's done it before she'd do it now.

I mean does Mum even know that Myrna's relatives come here to visit? I mean I just come out of the room and then they're there.

So yes, there are other people who I can suspect.

But do I say that?

No, I don't.

My god, why don't I?

When Mum was asking me about it I wanted to say so many things. So many things that she doesn't know about that little bitch of a liar that I wish I knew how to say all of it.

Does she know that I can't stand the fact that Myrna is telling all my friends my bloody life story? Or that some of my friends has described her as annoying? Or that there are times when I go home and she's not in the condo?

I wish I said something.

I wish I can show Mum that she's not a good maid.